it's time like this that i wish so much.
to receive a surprise when im upset n home so late.
as i step into my room, there u are.
sitting on that big green comfy chair with a wide grin.
as u pulled me to ur arms with a beary hug.
and u whisper to my ears,
"i'll be by your side tonight, baby".
that's such a sweet sweet dream.
but these were simply dreams made up frm my wants.
the tears fell as i sat down on that (empty) ugly green chair.