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Monday, January 28, 2008



























unspoken hurt.

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 3:27 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, January 23, 2008


guess wad hurts me most.
it's not the silence nor cold shoulder u gave me.
it's that whenever i need you most by my side,
u never seem to be there for me,
not even to hear me out.

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 5:30 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Thursday, January 17, 2008


我的心碎了
你真的不爱我了吗?
我承担不起这一切的悲伤.

我需要你的时候, 你到底在哪里?
怎么舍得在我最需要你的时候,
你却不在我的身边.
让我自己一个人在黑夜里哭泣.
我想要你帮我檫干眼泪.
虽然令我伤心的人是你,
但是也只有你, 才能够安抚我的伤心.
只需一个温暖的拥抱,
加上一颗爱着我的心.
一切悲伤都能随风而去.

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 1:41 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, January 14, 2008


i don't wanna give up.
but im really tired.
我可以不要再坚强了吗?

我似乎有点讨厌这固执的我
明明知道会受伤, 却又装作很坚强,
一直相信着不放弃.

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 11:24 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Saturday, January 12, 2008


my heart aches everytime i miss u.
it's like a beautiful bubble that has burst into air.
so much for the happy thoughts of togetherness.
it's like ive just been jerked up to reality.

i nv realised..
ur love seems to diminish long since..
starting frm a friendster
ending by a friendster.
the deception, lies and "nv meant" words.
the upset thoughts, sensitivity and feelings.
the tears, sobs and 'walk aways'.
the untreasured, unloved and uncared.
the ignores, tantrums and loneliness.
the masculine, ego and temper.
the feminine, sensitive and tears

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 3:15 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Thursday, January 10, 2008


finally, i see u online.
all of a sudden, i can feel my heart racing.
the heartbeat thudding.
im glad yet afraid.
it's like my world's in a topsy-turvy state.

i can feel ur isolation towards me.
why does all my love treat me this way?

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 11:48 PM }
reflections of you and me;



im wondering...
are u thinking of me this very moment?
awaiting for a msg or even a call..

just like i do.
i know all my friends are around me,
but it's you that i need most.
怎么能安抚我的心的人...就只有你.

1 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 12:48 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, January 9, 2008




看着你空洞的眼布满了无奈 somehow the night seems..
在你心中还有没有我存在 long and draggy.
混乱的思绪让我狼狈的逃开 as if making sure..
无法想像没有你陪伴的爱 that every moment hurts.

心痛的无法释怀我怎能如此依赖
依赖你给的温暖最后却成了伤害

我要的爱你不习惯只想永不分开
人还在徘徊心却已离开
我们只会不停的制造遗憾

你要的爱我在习惯让我们再重来
困难的现在能克服的未来
需要两个人的爱才能存在

看着你空洞的眼布满了无奈
在你心中还有没有我存在
混乱的思绪让我狼狈的逃开
无法想像没有你陪伴的爱

心痛的无法释怀我怎能如此依赖
依赖你给的温暖最后却成了伤害

我要的爱你不习惯只想永不分开
人还在徘徊心却已离开
我们只会不停的制造遗憾

你要的爱我在习惯让我们再重来
困难的现在能克服的未来
需要两个人的爱才能存在

我要的爱你不习惯只想永不分开
人还在徘徊心却已离开
我们只会不停的制造遗憾

你要的爱我在习惯让我们再重来
困难的现在能克服的未来
需要两个人的爱才能存在
我们真的只有这样的结局吗?

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 1:38 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, January 8, 2008


the night is quiet.
everywhere is silent.
i can practically hear my heart whining.
felt so much like yelling: can u stop aching?
i realise..
there's nothing i can look forward to anymore.
no calls. no sms. no him.
im fearing the inner me.

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 10:06 PM }
reflections of you and me;




我看不开 也放不开 i dun wanna let go
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开 cos of the love we once shared
我要等待 一直等待 i'll wait..
等那一个夜晚总会赢回来 i'm willing to wait.

当你拥抱着我那一瞬间 frm de very moment u hug me
我像飞到空中 the warmth brings me sweetness.
而当我缓缓降落 我不再是我 it was then i realise.
我有了梦 我在梦中 i was only dreaming.

爱来过来得那么美那么凶 our love was so sweet n loving once.
欢呼着从我生命狠狠碾过 the love brought us closer.
连遗憾也都不整齐的珍惜着笑容 the most wonderful sweet memories.
爱来过让我完整过 幸福过 i felt complete with u by my side.
怎么能轻易放它走 yet, y must we give up.
我不想解脱 我只怕错过 i really dun wan to give up.
我只是要等你回来爱我 all i wan is u to love me.

寂寞喧哗 我不害怕 all i know now is,
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂 i really miss u dearly.
世界很大 会容得下
我这小小 小小顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺 我已忘了 那已不重要了
反正我都会守侯 在梦中守侯
我最唯一 最美的梦

爱来过来得那么美 那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠碾过
连遗憾也都不整齐的珍惜着笑容
爱来过让我完整过 幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱 我只怕错过
我只是要等你回来

如果需要种勇气起来交换回忆 ive been strong.
就让泪蒸发 像这雪花 i'll dry my tears
和我一起在爱中被融化 and pick myself up.

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 9:32 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Sunday, January 6, 2008


when the tears fell...
只有你才能安抚我的心

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 9:07 PM }
reflections of you and me;





我一个人的沙发上 还有你拥抱的力量
起身才看见孤单的形状 在空气里曝光
明明是咖啡不加糖 怎么喝还是懒洋洋
你不在的天气装了开关 碰到天亮就黑暗

我以为爱一直闪亮
现在剩一个人坚强
想念在手中 张开变翅膀
我还懂不懂飞翔
我看见爱一直在闪亮
想逃的心改变了方向
只因这城市情歌太悲伤
才让一碗热汤 红了眼框
我不想再坚强了, 这真的好辛苦.
明明是咖啡不加糖 怎么喝还是懒洋洋
你不在的天气装了开关 碰到天亮就黑暗
疼爱我有这么困难吗?
我以为爱一直闪亮
现在剩一个人坚强
想念在手中 张开变翅膀
我还懂不懂飞翔
我看见爱一直在闪亮
想逃的心改变了方向
只因这城市情歌太悲伤
才让一碗热汤 红了眼框
你从未试着了解我的感受.
其实我也有脆弱的时候.
电视里爱情播不完
怎么转才能离开现场
如果我承认你让我很难忘
结局能不能换

我以为爱一直闪亮
现在剩一个人坚强
想念在手中 张开变翅膀
忘记了我懂飞翔
我看见爱一直在闪亮
想逃的心改变了方向
只因这城市情歌太悲伤
才让一碗热汤 红了眼框
若你不爱我了,
就请你告诉我.
因为这样子对我, 伤害更深.

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 7:39 PM }
reflections of you and me;



为了爱情付出代价, 本来就是应该得.
那么, 你呢?

0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 12:50 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Thursday, January 3, 2008


i wish to say.
could we meet tml as planned?
could we make things fine?
could u try n gain my trust bak?
could u make me feel u love me too?
could u care for me?
could u give me more security?
could u shower me with ur love?
could things really start all over again?
could u treat me like u used to?
could u hug n kiss me the way u used to?
could u?
could u...

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0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 2:42 AM }
reflections of you and me;






想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛


多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着 你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么

我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰 你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

u never seem to realise u were the cause of my heartaches.

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0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 2:23 AM }
reflections of you and me;



当你选择了拉远了距离
就这麽自私做的决定 穿破天际飞去

i hate it most when everything hurts so much this way.
排山倒海崩塌的回忆
无时时刻袭击我的心 痛得不能自己

it just reminds me of the bad old days.
或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以终结伤害 却不明白

stop this, baby.
我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍 不求什麽未来
不管命运会怎麽安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断 深深地把一切重来

i miss YOU badly.
我需要你的爱
像掉进了深海 也像坠落悬崖
找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块 当爱碎成一段一段
我会等待

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0 ♥huggs & kisses♥ ~ { 1:52 AM }
reflections of you and me;